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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

"Art is a collaboration between God and the artist, and the less the artist does the better." - Andre Gide

Boy aren't i just the little artist :P
I did a little mural on my wall. I just love To Write On Her Arms so much that I sketched this over the week when I didn't want to do my homework. hehe. ^^
I then painted it last weekend. I'm very happy with how it turned out.

I didn't update on Sunday because I was working on this, and for that I apologize.
When I weighed in on saturday morning I had only lost 2 lbs dor week two of the SparkTeens bootcamp thing. I knew if I lost anything less than 5 I would be upset, but boy, I didn't expect how much I would be upset. :( Well I have 3 more to go until I am back at low weight. (I kind feel like a fail for gaining weight from thanksgiving to the new year) :(


I think it was on sunday, I wanted to cut. This time it was one of those strong NEEDING feelings. I couldn't really associate it with no emotion, so I was really confused of where it came from. However (I still believe it was God's will) i happened to read Della's post and that helped me SO much that I did not cut.

Until next time,


Andy said...

I love your mural!

Good luck and stay strong dear :)


p.s. Della is helpful isnt she?

InvisibleDisorderedOne said...

Della is a real angel for us here on Bloggerville.

Anonymous said...

1) Your mural is B-E-A-UTIFUL!

2) YAY no cutting! You go, girl! You are amazing and strong and awesomesauce. I'm truly flabbergasted-and-amazed-and-thrilled that my post helped.

3) You are the best. Or maybe you're tied with Andy ;)

InvisibleDisorderedOne said...

Yes! Tied for first :P

I guess it's always good to see that we can unknowingly influence people. :/

Perfecting my Emptiness said...

Oh my...i got so emotional from your comment, i almost cried...almost(i never cry, don't know why).
About the cell, i live in Romania(somewhere in Europe)and it would cost me so much texting.
I felt so good from your message.
Before creating a blog, i felt so lonely, but now i read other stories and although i feel bad about those peoples, it feels better knowing i am not alone:)
lots of kisses and hugs:*

InvisibleDisorderedOne said...

Well you could always email me. I check my email a TON everyday so you will always get a response.

My email is

Perfecting my Emptiness said...

thank you a lot for the advices

Anonymous said...

Invisible dahhling! Where have you been? Your twin-separated-at-birth is pining away!

P.S. I've been trying to think of a nickname for you. Unfortunately, "Invisible" doesn't lend itself well to nicknames. Vizzy, anyone?

InvisibleDisorderedOne said...

Where have i been... *sigh* I'll make an entry explaing some transgressions.

hehe... vizzy sounds like fizzy XD (I don't know why this tickles me so)