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Monday, February 1, 2010

Why did I jinks it?

When I got home, my mother made me eat, so I had organic tomato soup (80 cals) and some boiled broccoli (30 cals). Then I chewed and spit some cookies... (0 cals) THEN I ate some popcorn (170 cals). Total is about 300 cals! (and I didn't even purge it out... Grrrrrrrrrrrrr) *bangs head on wall repeatedly*

I know, I am a fail who shouldn't even be on this sight. I'm WEAK and PATHETIC! This is not a "woe is me" bitch. I don't deserve your pity or sympathy... I knew I was slipping and I wanted to text my bff... but she doesn't know how deep my addictions lie...

Oh... Still no sleep, and I have to stay with "Reba" tomorrow :(
I'm pretty sure I can't get away with purging over there... I don't know if the "I'm feeling sick" line will work.

*Sigh*
-Fat Vizzy

4 comments:

Della said...

300 cals is not bad at all!

I would advise no purging at Reba's if you can help it at all... it only takes one time to get caught.

Good luck & huggles.

Della

P.S. Vizzy is not fat.

P.P.S. Della would be very sad if Vizzy were not here.

P.P.P.S. The word verification thingy right now is "proast." It sounds like some crappy kind of toast. With extra bran or fiber or something.

BlAnCh said...

you did pretty wel this afternoon!! 300 is great
and wishing u heaps of luck for Rebas. sttay strongg
love

InvisibleDisorderedOne said...

I'm sorry, but i must say, Vizzy is fat. Vizzy must look at vizzy naked in the mirror everyday. :(

I just was planning on fasting and was very disappointed with myself.

addicted to life said...

tomato soup and broccoli were FINE. not only calories are important, we need to pay attention to the content of the food... popcorn is fatty and unhealthy, avoid this kind of food.