When I got home, my mother made me eat, so I had organic tomato soup (80 cals) and some boiled broccoli (30 cals). Then I chewed and spit some cookies... (0 cals) THEN I ate some popcorn (170 cals). Total is about 300 cals! (and I didn't even purge it out... Grrrrrrrrrrrrr) *bangs head on wall repeatedly*
I know, I am a fail who shouldn't even be on this sight. I'm WEAK and PATHETIC! This is not a "woe is me" bitch. I don't deserve your pity or sympathy... I knew I was slipping and I wanted to text my bff... but she doesn't know how deep my addictions lie...
Oh... Still no sleep, and I have to stay with "Reba" tomorrow :(
I'm pretty sure I can't get away with purging over there... I don't know if the "I'm feeling sick" line will work.