All caught up

*Currently catching up on all yalls lives by reading blogs*

ok. Done! I'm all caught up :)

So where would yall like me to start?
Hmm. Where did I leave off would be a better question.

Right, I had just started the ABC diet. Well on that note, I have been doing pretty well with the exception that I have had to switch a couple days around. I'm still doing all 50 days continuously, but I just have to make adjustments.


For example, to day is day 20 which is a fast day. I was doing fine, but then was FORCED  to eat by my "friends"; therefore, this is now a 300 calorie day and I will fast on the friday of my spring break.

Exercise has been great. I ran on the treadmill for the first time in a REALLY long time monday. I didn't even feel sore until wednesday, but when the sorriness kicked in, it hurt like HELL! But if a couple days of pain shed the fat, I'm willing to pay that price. I'm going to do it again tonight.


I have been better on the not cutting front, but it is hard. haha, but listen to how God stopped me today. When I got to school I took out my back pack and closed the door before I noticed that my purse was in it... WITH THE KEYS! Shit, I was already super stressed about 2 test that I had today and I felt like fat shit, so I was determined to cut when I got to the restroom, but my specific "tool" was in my purse which was in that locked car. UGH!


Well... those three highlighted sections pretty much give you all the insight of what's been happening with me.

OH! But I for got to mention that I went to the Jarrod Gorbel concert that he has with TWLOHA. IT WAS AMAZING! His voice is so calming.

Here's a song of his that I'm in love with

TTFN (Ta ta for now),

-Vizzy

----- Edited @ 9:46 P.M.---------------------

Wow... I just purged :(

I hate me.... I was doing so well so why did I purge. I was within the calories... WHY THE FUCK AM I SO DISGUSTING?

Holy...

WOW! I am SO sorry that I have not been here to update, entertain, help you ect. (or whatever my blog does for you).

I've just been SO busy with school. I PROMISE that tomorrow, I will catch up on everyone's blogs and then come here to update my own, but for now I can share a few pics that I have yet to show you guys.

I'm sorry again.  I feel like such a bad blogger :(

Until TOMORROW!
-Vizzy

oh my...

 I have been awarded by an amazing blogger, sweet-pea.

She gave me the versatile blogger award.

Yay! I'd just like to take this time to thank.... :P Just kidding. I won't give some long speech, but I am truly thankful to sweet pea. It is wonderful readers like you that keep me blogging :)

 regulations

1. Thank the person who gave you the award and link back to them in your post.

2. Tell us seven things about yourself.

3. Award 7 recently discovered new bloggers.

4. Contact these bloggers and let them know they've received the award

1. DONE

2. a) I can knit!

    b) I'm a Anita Blake series freak! She's such a BAMF! (I recommend the      series)

   c) I can speak spanish and english. I also eventually want to learn italian.

   d) I have never had a boyfriend or even a first kiss :O

   e) I'm a vegetarian and want to transfer over into veganism. (and eventually become a rawest)

   f) I actually write a lot of poetry.

   g) I have not yet decided on a college to attend nest year.

3. Well I tend to stay loyal to the handful of blogs that I already follow but a few that are more recent are

       - noodlehead (I'm a craft addict. What else can I say.)

       - Anne

       - almost lover

 

4. Done!

-Vizzy

p.s. Down 7 pounds since the beginning of ABC diet.

abc... it's easy as 123.

Well it was brought to my attention that I didn't quite explain what the ABC diet is exactly, and for that, I can only apologize.

It is basicly a 50 day calorie limited schedual. It isn't easy so you must be dedicated and willing. It is designed to trick your metabolism because each day's calories are different and causes quick and major weight loss. If you binge on one day, fast the following day. You can switch a couple of the days round if needs be (social event, sports practice etc.). If you seriously keep messing up, start again. 

Here are the days. You can eat up to what ever amount of calories are allotted for that day.

I'm now on the "week 2" 150 calorie day.

On yesterdays fast. Everything went surpassingly well. I left the house with 2 thermoses, one with coffee and one with tea. The idea was just to use those two 0 calorie beverages to stand in place of breakfast. My friends have stopped asking me about lunch because I tell them "I'd rather sleep in than wake up earlier to make lunch. Plus I dan''t by because I'm saving my money for Vans Warped Tour." Then my mom surprised  us and bought pizza. UGH! I had to just take some to my room and then trash it :/ (I just wish it was never bought rather than it being wasted, but it's better than me eating it)

My weight is dropping which is AMAZING, but I'm really really trying to stay away from the scale, because my brain is never satisfied so it can trigger me to binge.

I'm make some tea :)

Later my lovelies,

-Vizzy

One day at a time

" I will leave here and be fucking thin. I want to leave no footprints when I travel this summer. I want to be that gorgeous thin thing at festivals. I want to deserve new clothes that will fit no matter what style because I am thin, so it doesn't matter."


This is a quote from a lovely blogger that I follow. I read this and have been thinking the same thing.


Incase you didn't know, I'm currently doing the ABC diet and it's the 10th day. To day was the first fast of the ABC, but what always helps me through is knowing that I have a goal. Not only is this goal just some far away dream, but it is completely attainable! I WILL GET THERE!

(click on it and the quality is even better)

I just want to leave you with this. See yourself on that greenery, you will get to that side, it is just one step at a time.


Stay strong,
vizzy


p.s. it is my original photography, so no stealing unless you ask please!

The color of valentines day

The color of valentines day is the same
color that runs through my veins.
I don't blame
San Valentine for my breaking drains.

Now it rains
the color of valentines day.

                               -Vizzy

Tumblr?

So my friend convinced me to get a tumblr.
I feel really inadequate at it. Any one have one?

Maybe I'm just so used to all of you and this blogerville community. :)

Well, other than that I have been watching Skins nonstop and reading Bullet by Laurell K. Hamilton.


p.s. "Snow days" for texas are awesome. I just had one free day extra for this weekend. Yay! And besides it wasn't even really snow; more like ice slush stuff. :(

Fuckin' Perfect

-Vizzy