Today had been okay up to the last 5 minutes.
I was inspired to create my own blog after reading Kat's (a code name) "TheQuestForPerfection". I'll admit that I haven't been on in a while, and when I logged on I see that she had some post.
I clicked and got the message that the page no longer exist...
I did it again
just to get the same message.
i think I have slight abandonment issues. I would follow this girl and read what she had to say pretty much with an obsession. I felt like she was one of the few people that would understand me.
Right now I feel... alone, used, abandoned.
Fuck you if you think I sound "emo" and need to just "get over it". This girl was a cyber friend that knows EXACTLY how I feel. From cutting to anorexia and bulimia.
I felt like I might have been on the track of recovery.
Now.... now I feel like I'm slipping.
Where, you ask?
I don't know. but it doesn't feel good.
Anorexia is fucking screaming in my head...