This account is still active? Whaaaaaa?
I know I know right.
I suck. Oh well. Keeping things up to date has alway been difficult for me. Apart from facebook and Tumblr, i'm not on the internet world much other than for school work. It's all been bombarding me for the past year and it's just tough to keep afloat. You know?
My classes have been kicking my ass. Friends have been a bit wishy-washy. If I sense that they are getting annoyed or avoiding me, I immediately blame myself for being stupid/weird/ugly/horrible etc. and must punish myself. (My mind is a beautiful bag of fuckery).
I'm tired so I'm gonna try to get a few hours of shut eye before I have to get up and be "productive" or some shit :'(