One day at a time

" I will leave here and be fucking thin. I want to leave no footprints when I travel this summer. I want to be that gorgeous thin thing at festivals. I want to deserve new clothes that will fit no matter what style because I am thin, so it doesn't matter."


This is a quote from a lovely blogger that I follow. I read this and have been thinking the same thing.


Incase you didn't know, I'm currently doing the ABC diet and it's the 10th day. To day was the first fast of the ABC, but what always helps me through is knowing that I have a goal. Not only is this goal just some far away dream, but it is completely attainable! I WILL GET THERE!

(click on it and the quality is even better)

I just want to leave you with this. See yourself on that greenery, you will get to that side, it is just one step at a time.


Stay strong,
vizzy


p.s. it is my original photography, so no stealing unless you ask please!

The color of valentines day

The color of valentines day is the same
color that runs through my veins.
I don't blame
San Valentine for my breaking drains.

Now it rains
the color of valentines day.

                               -Vizzy

Tumblr?

So my friend convinced me to get a tumblr.
I feel really inadequate at it. Any one have one?

Maybe I'm just so used to all of you and this blogerville community. :)

Well, other than that I have been watching Skins nonstop and reading Bullet by Laurell K. Hamilton.


p.s. "Snow days" for texas are awesome. I just had one free day extra for this weekend. Yay! And besides it wasn't even really snow; more like ice slush stuff. :(

Fuckin' Perfect

-Vizzy

Hello- eelllooo- ello-elo

Where has everyone been? It's getting really quite on bloggerville and that scares me. How is everyone?

For me it's more of the same, except my ass hurts. I was doing community service on saturday and we had to pull weeds. I was in a continuous squat for 30 minute intervals for THREE HOURS.

Ouch! Then I dragged along my best friend so I could take pics for my assignment. I'll take them in tomorrow and get to edit them on photoshop, but here's a preview:

"Awe Struck"

There is a hindu temple(?) ((do they call them temples?)) hidden in the woods near my home. It is drop dead GORGEOUS!

-Vizzy

p.s. My favorite author, Ellen Hopkins, has releases the cover of her newest novel Perfect.

I CANNOT wait! Comes out 9/13/2011  :)

Too much

Too much everything and nothing.

It's just to much.

Why can't I just think, breath, live, speak, react (ect) like a fucking normal person.

Instead I take everything on myself... I bear the world's burdens. The only "copping" I have is to slice and dice until I'm raw.

"Seeping"

-Vizzy

Photography revisited!

So here's a few more of my works. I'll put up more later.

This batch all has a floral theme I suppose. May it brighten even the darkest of days for you.

-Vizzy

Photography

Lock away from paradise.

This is one of my favorite pictures that I have taken for school. I'll try to upload more soon, but I think I have to scale them down :/ .

-Vizzy

Senioritis

If only I still cared..............

Senioritis is a bitch!

-Vizzy

2011

This is my year in many ways.
I'll turn 19 which is weird for me to think about.
 I've always been older than all the other kids my age. Maybe it's the shit I've been through that has allowed me to skip all the immaturity and naivety that some are just growing past. So now my physical age is catching up to my mental age.

I'll graduate high school and go to college!
Ekk. I can hardly wait for this one! I'm through with the same biased school and materialistic people. I want to meet people from all over. All different races, cultures, ages ect. I need a cultural change rather than 90% privileged white kids around me.

Becoming vegan?
I usually believe New Year resolutions are useless, or at least for me, but this year I have actually resolved to research veganism. I'm currently reading Becoming Vegan: The Complete Guide to Adopting a Healthy Plant-Based Diet, which is often referred to as THE vegan bible. Basically becoming vegan won't be an overnight thing like becoming a vegetarian was. I just need to equip myself with all I can know about it, so that when I do eventually transfer over, I'm more than sufficiently prepared.

So why wouldn't my body fit in to "my year"
This will be the year to reach my goal. To workout as much as possible, and eat the very necessity and nothing more.

well I'm off to read Hamlet for school. I really like it more than I thought. Perhaps it's cause he's a mentally struggling character.  Ah Shakespeare, thou doth written in a way that most still cannot.

-Vizzy